I haven't been keeping up with my blogging because I'm nervous to put my life on blast, especially since it's involving other people. My thoughts are private but at the same time I want to scream it from a roof top and just get everything off my chest. I'm not a confrontational person, so for me to put my life on blast is hard. I guess you would say I'm some what conservative  with the events in my life, even though I act nothing like it. I secretly fear what other people would think of me. I carry myself in a way that's carefree and if you know me then you know that I am just that. I need to suck it up and just do what I love. WRITE! But I say that and I'm pretty sure I'm just going to go start a secrete blog and vent my entire life out loud! Maybe.
Another year has come and gone, and here I am—mid-January already. Christmas was spent with family, as always. The holidays tend to be chaotic, rushing back and forth across town to visit everyone. 2024 was truly a memorable year for me! So many milestones to reflect on: I turned 40. I participated in two amateur horse shows. I earned my motorcycle endorsement. (I conquered the Twisted Sisters route on my motorcycle!) My brother bought a new house (so proud of him—just waiting for a new sister-in-law now!). I celebrated my 10-year wedding anniversary.  And I hit my 2-year mark with my company. It’s been a year of highs and some lows, but I think the highs outweighed the lows—or maybe I just blocked the lows out entirely (I do have a knack for that, haha!). While my memory isn’t quite where I wish it was, I’ve been making an effort to shake things up and challenge myself with new activities. It feels good to break out of the routine and keep my mind sharp. I’ve started gaming recent...