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Cash, Cars and other stuff!

These past five months have been so difficult! But things are finally looking up!! I got a job out in Dallas and a NEW CAR!! My mom also got a new car! No worries, they still have the van that my  dad will now have to drive! It's a good thing he works close to home because the van is on it's last leg of life. It's on life support! 
I am so relieved to have a job! Finding a job has been so difficult! So now my next step is to move closer to work! Once I get settled into my job, I will start to look for a place of my own! I can't wait to be back out there! Living with my parents was supposed to be temporary but I had so many road blocks that it turned into a longer stay than I had planned for! 
I couldn't have done it without the support of my family and all my friends! I am so grateful to have people that will stick by thru thick and thin! 
Even with all this negative energy around me, I was still able to find happiness! 
My birthday is right around the corner and I couldn't ask for a better birthday present! 
A job, a car and lots of good things to come for me in the future! 

Ill be working for a company in Dallas, its not far from Las Colinas. The drive is awful, but like I said I dont plan on being in Ft. Worth for long. It's not a temp job, its not a seasonal job, its the real deal! I am super thrilled!
I've decided to put school on hold again. :( This job is so important, I can always go to school. Sucks that I have to put school on the  back burner again, but I've got to make this job stick! And Im determined! I NEVER want to be in the situation that I've been in for the past year EVER again! It's been an experience, that I NEVER want to experience ever again! 

SO MY CAR IS AMAZING!! I absolutely love it! It's fun, its sporty, it drives like a car, but has the cargo space of an SUV. The first time EVER I was able to go on the car lot and pick whatever I wanted! Felt great! And did I mention that it's so cute and I love the color! My mom's new car is really nice as well!! Im so glad that I no longer have to ride or drive the van! They almost bought another van, but I said HELL no to that! Move on from vans! Buying two cars in one day took for ever! We were at the dealership for a good 5 hours before we were finally able to take our cars home! Today has been an awesome day! 


My mom's new suv!

My new Chevy HHR!

Front and Passenger
(thank goodness for cloth, it's too hot for leather!)

Plenty of back seat space for Lola! (and others!) 

Trunk Space!
I am having so much fun! I am seriously the happiest I have ever been in a long time! I didn't think it would ever happen for me...true happiness. That's all I want. I don't ask for much. I'm simple. I just want to be loved, give love and share love. And it's all happening for me! Just for my life in general. I think it's finally my turn to be happy! :) I can't guarantee that it's always going to be sunshine and roses, but as long as I can get through it and  make it to the end is all that matters. Sometimes you just have to claw your way through the nitty gritty shitty part to get to the really good stuff! I know I still have a long ways to go, but I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel and so far, I like what I see! ;-)

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