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Lost in Lubbock


I made it Lubbock in one piece!! The plane was tiny and I almost had a panic attack. I was on a 50 seater plane, the smallest kind of plane I've ever been on! It was only a 50 min trip, but I was still very nervous! I almost had wished I had just driven my car. But 5 hrs vs. 50 mins...hands down Im going with the 50 min plane trip. I just dont like that I dont have control of my life. The landing was pretty smooth. I held my breathe the entire time we were taking off and landing. I dont know how I'm going to survive a 6 hour flight though. I barely made it to Lubbock. I have two more flights before I take my big trip, at least Im getting some practice in! I called my mom the minute I landed and told her that I didnt "wake up dead!" ;-)

Today my sister has to work 3-midnight. So Im left to fend for myself. She left me her car so I can run around lubbock on my own. ;-) There is so much dust out here, I hear its normal though. Yuck. I do have some errands to run so I will be keeping myself occupied. Alex left this morning. Wish me and my sister had left this morning. But she has a big event at her work that she couldnt get out of. And the whole reason for me coming over here is so I could drive  back with her. We are leaving bright and early Saturday morning. Im so excited to get home! Just not looking forward to the drive!   


My sister and I at fuzzy's for .98 cent margaritas!
I sent this picture to my mom and she replied with
"is that MARICEL??" 
thanks mom. :-( 

Sissy and I @ Tom's with Alex and Joseph 

and of course this caught my eye!

I havent been back to my natural hair color in over 4 years! Ah la natural!
Black...is back! 
ha, this is what I did in lubbock.... 

More pics to come! 
(im not really lost in lubbock)

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