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What hasnt happened?

Well, a lot has happened since my last blog. I am no longer employed. I'm not allowed to talk about it because I signed some stupid papers that said i wouldn't tarnish the name of my former employers...fml. my job position at work was out sourced to india.....wtf? seriously. laid off, fired...call it whatever you want...I dont have a fucking job! i feel like a complete loser, useless and im REALLY REALLY bored! School doesnt start for another month, so i dont have that to keep me busy! but once that gets started i think i might start to feel more of use to my life. so for now, i sit around, submit my resume and stuff my face. and im pretty sure that my mom is hidding food from me.


my last day in the office was july 9. i left work early was at a bar by 11a and hammered by noon. my friends and i drove to new braunfels for the weekend to float the river. a 4 and half hour trip turned into a 6 and half hour trip because my friends and i were so drunk that we had to keep pulling over to pee every 30mins! plus we took an hour pit stop at wally world. setting up camp in the dark and drunk off your ass is always going to make it an interesting trip. all in all it was a good time. we drove back Sunday afternoon. Monday morning rolled around, i awoke and then remember that there is no reason for me to wake up this damn early because i have no where to be!


i signed up for more classes at the university of phoenix and classes at the art institute of Dallas for photography and photo journalism. more school more classes and i have no idea how im going to pay for them...guess ill figure that out once i get to that bridge!


my friends birthday party was this weekend. it was fun! and i think he had fun too. surrounded by good friends and good eats! so im sitting on the edge of the hot tub and i fall off backwards, landing on my shoulder and my back. i dont think i hit my head....but who knows. i cant really remember. i hit somewhat hard and it took my breath away. and i was also laughing historically because i felt like such dumb ass for doing that. i am really sore now and can barely move my upper body.


i have a pretty busy weekend ahead of me. my friend Sara is getting married in two weeks. her Bachelorette party is in Austin and then her wedding is the next weekend, also in Austin. so i fell like Austin is my second home right now.


i better find a job asap. there is a  really cute purse that i have been eyeing and i must own it soon!!!

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