Tomorrow I start my crash diet! I have 73 days till Vegas which means I gotta get my body into shape and I gotta do it fast! LA Fitness...check, diet pills...check...lots of water...check, meals for breakfast lunch dinner with snacks in between...check check! So here goes nothin! I hate working out, I hate dieting and I for sure hate everything else in between, but sadly I am not high school hot anymore....in order for me to have a bangin body like i use to I actually have to work at it now. I go up and down with my weight....I'll maintain it for a while, then my mood changes and I get depressed or stressed or whatever and i gain it all back, then i get motivation, since I'm going to be traveling more, I need to be in shape, so now back into having motivation to work out and be more healthy.....why cant i just be 25 with my 21 year old hot bod? its just not fair.....with age comes changes! ill get there...I'm sure of it! VEGAS BABY HERE I COME! YEAH!!! I'm so excited! 
Another year has come and gone, and here I am—mid-January already. Christmas was spent with family, as always. The holidays tend to be chaotic, rushing back and forth across town to visit everyone. 2024 was truly a memorable year for me! So many milestones to reflect on: I turned 40. I participated in two amateur horse shows. I earned my motorcycle endorsement. (I conquered the Twisted Sisters route on my motorcycle!) My brother bought a new house (so proud of him—just waiting for a new sister-in-law now!). I celebrated my 10-year wedding anniversary.  And I hit my 2-year mark with my company. It’s been a year of highs and some lows, but I think the highs outweighed the lows—or maybe I just blocked the lows out entirely (I do have a knack for that, haha!). While my memory isn’t quite where I wish it was, I’ve been making an effort to shake things up and challenge myself with new activities. It feels good to break out of the routine and keep my mind sharp. I’ve started gaming recent...