Tomorrow I start my crash diet! I have 73 days till Vegas which means I gotta get my body into shape and I gotta do it fast! LA Fitness...check, diet pills...check...lots of water...check, meals for breakfast lunch dinner with snacks in between...check check! So here goes nothin! I hate working out, I hate dieting and I for sure hate everything else in between, but sadly I am not high school hot anymore....in order for me to have a bangin body like i use to I actually have to work at it now. I go up and down with my weight....I'll maintain it for a while, then my mood changes and I get depressed or stressed or whatever and i gain it all back, then i get motivation, since I'm going to be traveling more, I need to be in shape, so now back into having motivation to work out and be more healthy.....why cant i just be 25 with my 21 year old hot bod? its just not fair.....with age comes changes! ill get there...I'm sure of it! VEGAS BABY HERE I COME! YEAH!!! I'm so excited!
Maintaining relationships demands effort; it's a mutual journey. Each party contributes, and amidst this exchange, bonds form—be it friendships or deeper connections. Some relationships necessitate more investment; sometimes, it feels like you're carrying the weight alone, striving to sustain the connection. Personally, I've struggled with nurturing friendships; perhaps due to youthful ignorance, where life felt boundless, consequences seemed distant, and self-centeredness prevailed. As age brings maturity, many friendships naturally drift away amid life's chaos and the challenges of adulthood. Reflecting on my past interactions often astonishes me; how did I manage any healthy relationships back then? Truthfully, I didn't. Those who I once considered friends, or who considered me as such, have vanished, leaving behind only fragmented memories—thanks, memory loss. Although forgetfulness might seem a blessing, the impressions we leave behind persist. This notion unne...