Writing Away

so! I'm sitting at work, on my lunch. listening to Adam Lambert your entertainment and its actually not a bad song. i should be working on my 5 papers that i still haven't finished for school, but we all know that's not going to happen! lol. i need to work on school I'm just not motivated to do it at all! i know once i get pass these two classes it will be more fun. i so heart my iPhone! i cant imagine my life w/out it now! i mean how could i have gone this long without it?! how can a person function without everything in the palm of their hand? it just doesn't make sense to me at all! i want to get out of the Dallas/fort worth area for a while. but where would i go? Cali? NY? fl? aspen? the options are endless, but i can never get myself to just go! i don't see why i haven't traveled the world....I'm single, I'm not attached to anyone, i have a job, i don't have very many bills, i should be jet setting every weekend! i think I'm just so ...

It's almost 230a and I'm still wide awake! I have to work tomorrow! Awake at 630! For some reason I'm really anxious about tomorrow! I'm not sure why?! Is it because I got a new bright pink gym bag and I'm super excited to use it to go work out? Or is it because I'm so excited to finally have an iPhone?! I think it might be a mixture of both. So today wasn't so bad. I got to re-program. Although, I still hung out with Charli, my re-programing wasn't so bad. I still got to concentrate on myself and still committee myself to Charli woo and mara-boo time. I'm also excited that I get to sit at my new desk tomorrow! It took forever to get my desk situation set up, but its finally there!! But they have my computer screen facing out, so everyone can see what I'm doing on my computer! Not cool, how am I suppose to be on facebook?? hahahaha, totally kidding! That's what my phone is for! ;-) (i hope my boss doesnt read this!) 'YOURE FIRED!' hah...

It's almost been a month at my new job. And I sometimes feel like I still don't know enough. I mean dont get me wrong, I'm getting really good at invoices and whitelines! hahahaha. On Sunday I had to work. And I spent the day with Charli. I had fun, well the work part wasnt so great, I mean who wants to be at work on a Sunday when it's a beautiful day outside and I'm stuck inside. Oh, well....Sundays are my re-program days. My down time, my me time, my day to let all my emotions that I keep so bottled up all week and just let let them finally take over. Well, I didnt get to do that last Sunday because I was with Charli. Now I'm all out of whack and off my game! My head hurts, and my feelings are everywhere. I mean I know its only Tuesday but, seriously! My head feels like its about to explode, my heart feels like it's about to jump out of my chest, and I can't breathe! All because I wasnt able to re-program on Sunday. Funning how one slight change in my ...