Ah, so I'm 25. Hasn't been too bad. I've been so busy. Struggling at work, school is on overload, social life is deteriorating, I feel like my body is falling apart due to thrown out back, hips out of place, my lumps and bumps are irritated, sinus problems along with allergies, my eyeballs hurt, my eyes are swollen, being a girl sucks once every month, I've gained weight but I'm on the fast track to my skeleton figure, but due to loosing weight my C boobs are disappearing everyday! My boobs were the last thing to arrive once I gained and now that I'm on a rapid weight lose program, of course they are going to be the first thing to go. But hey, at least now I can say I know what it's like to have boobs. But not at the cost of having a size 10 gut to go along with it! (i hope to somehow erase that part of my life out of my head) None of my clothes fit right bc I'm so in between on every piece of clothing that I own, I don't sleep well, I sweat easily, I need a facial, Mani/pedi and I'm in desperate need for a massage. Whenever I get the sniffles I automatically think I have swine or some influenza and I will die in a matter of days. I make sure to tell my mom to check on me during the night to make sure I don't wake up dead. So far so good! I have developed a passion for my blackberry, my pink laptop, google and the greatest of all, hulu.com!! Hulu.com is like free dvr but on the Internet! I can find all my favorite shows, subscribe to them and they record! Right on my laptop. So I have hulu set up to send me emails and my emails are then forwarded to my blackberry! I dont have to rush home to watch my shows, I don't even have to remember what days my shows are on, hulu.com records the shows, shoots an email out, my emails comes thru on my blackberry and BAM! I can watch my favorite shows WHENEVER! and its gets even better! there are like little 60 second commercials...but (are you ready for this?) if you watch like a 3 minute commercials before every show, then you can watch your recorded show straight thru w/out any interruptions! Now is that awesome or what?! I think its a pretty nice feature!
I’m really struggling with watching my parents grow older. My mom’s memory has declined a lot, and walking has become difficult for her. She’s not active anymore—she mostly stays at home, only doing small chores around the house. She has very little motivation to do anything beyond that. My dad takes care of so much for her, and I try to keep her going by spending time with her, but our conversations feel so different now. As for my dad, his health is okay—not great, but manageable. I’ve mentioned before how hard it is to watch him face the physical limitations that come with age. He’s always been the kind of dad who could do it all—fix anything, carry anything, help with anything. He’s been my rock, always there to support me. I don’t think he ever imagined he’d still be helping his 40-year-old daughter with Jeep mods—but knowing him, I’m sure he secretly loves it. My dad and I are both facing new health challenges right now. I’m scared—but thankfully, mine isn’t life-threatening, as...