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My New Life Style

Well, so much has happened since I have started my little blogging. I didnt get far in my journey of self worth of finding myself while blogging. (you know when I spell the word 'blog' I think of harry potter, I'm not sure why)

Where should i begin?! lets see, so working at bed bath and beyond was awesome...if youre still in high school or fresh out of high school. its only cool if youre a manager. ha. thank goodness i DONT look my age at all. pretty much everyone thinks im 19-21 years of age. bless them. the youngin girls ask me what high school i went to, I simply reply with "northwesurhsjdgntjkh..." did you catch that, yeah me neither so moving on. "oh do you live around here?" Yeah i live n a house in justin...with my parenmblhalsdfmweilf" oh sorry didnt catch that one either. blah blah blah (young girls>) 'oh ur so cool' (BLAHAHAHA!!! Hunnies you have so much to learn... I'm 24 years old working at bed bath and beyond, been bar hoppin and club life since i was 22, living at home with mom and dad and single. oh and did i mention that i rung in my 24th birthday unemployed, single, homeless and dancin on the table top of some random bar (actually i know the bar i was at but 'random' seemed more exciting!) needless to say i was carried out of the bar, my car keys taken away frm me and left to pass out on a friends couch, only to wake up the next morning w/ a massive head injury that i like to call a hang over.

this routine follows me for while. 30 hrs here, maybe 40 hrs if im lucky, sleeping till 2p going to work at 4p. not bad. if i want to be a loser for the rest of my life. oh and lets not forget the constant voice of my mother in my ear "you need to get a better job so you can pay your bills, and support yourself like any normal 24 yr old is suppose to do"....and in my head I'm thinkin.....Nah, i actually kind of like this because I cant do any better, so lets just blame it on the economy. yeah that sounds fantastic.

A friend of mine tells me to turn in my resume at his work because they are hiring. may as well try doesn't hurt to be rejected, I'm totally use to it! Give it to me bc i absolutely luv rejection! I have no idea what business this is, all i know is that its has something to do with phones and phones books. at&t, Verizon something its all the same riiight?! okay, i can sell a phone book....Yeah because phone book are free smart one! months pass and nothing. my future is looking bright. BLAHAHAHA.....

Soooo....a Tuesday rolls around, my friend calls..."come up this after for the job fair we're having today!" OK, I work at 3...looks like im going to have to pull out my magic book of lies (i'm sorry jesus, I will repent when i go to church on Sunday i just really need to get this job) go in for interview and land the FREAKIN JOB! i went in totally blind at what position i was applying for and the words just fell out of my butt. im not kidding, literally i was b/s-ing the whole time.

I now work for Idearc (Id-arch) Media in Las Colinas! I'm salary so i dont have to worry about what my next pay check will be or if i will have enough to pay my bills! At Idearc we publish the Verizon yellowpages and superpages.com. We are your media consultants, bringing buyers to sellers and sellers to buyer! 4wks of training in the class room and 4wks of training on the floor.

It hasn't been easy. There are days when i have packed up and told myself I'm never coming back, but i always seem to find myself sitting n class the next day. I wake up at 5am Monday thru Friday and have weekends off! its amazing who knew i would turn my life around in less than a day! (well maybe a few weeks) this job requires so much of my time, and i have to be on my A game. I can not mess this up and I want this soooo bad!

Big girl world here i come!

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