Writing Away

So, I was all about getting a new car. yeah! Fully loaded, black on black with all the possible options that you can add to one car. it was going to put me back a few dollars, but hey, i dont mind spending money on something that i love! i would rather spend money on something nice than put money towards something that i dont enjoy. well with that said.....i suddenly had a change of heart. went and signed up for school spur of the moment. got approved financial aid and a nice new pink laptop. and now i start school august 31st. my orientation is this Thursday , I have no idea what im going to wear. I have also signed Lola up to be a therapy dog. Paws across Texas. I cant wait till she turns two so we can start her new job. so in the mean time Lola and i are working on getting all her certification and pass the evaluations in order for her to become a therapy dog. so let me get back to what i dont understand.....i choose school over getting a new car.......ummmm....whats wrong

Since my new job, my party life has come to some what of a stop. It's totally fine with me except i do miss my old life every now and then. For example my friend jim had his birthday bash on a tuesday night. i went to dinner had a few drink but the real fun started at 10p. everyone was heading to boomer jacks and dukes for drinks, dancing and socializing. but of course i couldnt go because i have to work in the morning. i could have gone, but im determinded to stay focused on my job and do well. since im so focused on my job, for pay period 14 and 15 i got ranked as VIP sales rep for my division, VIP sales rep for my unit and number 1 sales rep for pay 15. my picture is hanging on the wall by the RVP's office! its amazing! im so proud of myself! im also a little shocked at myself as well. I know i have great potential but sometimes its really hard to believe in myself. this job has saved my life. saved me in so many ways i cant even explain. i don't have the desir