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What has become of me....

So, I was all about getting a new car. yeah! Fully loaded, black on black with all the possible options that you can add to one car. it was going to put me back a few dollars, but hey, i dont mind spending money on something that i love! i would rather spend money on something nice than put money towards something that i dont enjoy. well with that said.....i suddenly had a change of heart. went and signed up for school spur of the moment. got approved financial aid and a nice new pink laptop. and now i start school august 31st. my orientation is this Thursday, I have no idea what im going to wear. I have also signed Lola up to be a therapy dog. Paws across Texas. I cant wait till she turns two so we can start her new job. so in the mean time Lola and i are working on getting all her certification and pass the evaluations in order for her to become a therapy dog.

 so let me get back to what i dont understand.....i choose school over getting a new car.......ummmm....whats wrong with this picture? omg! am i becoming an adult!? wow and just before i turn 25 too! im shocked! hahahahaaa....

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