I haven't been keeping up with my blogging because I'm nervous to put my life on blast, especially since it's involving other people. My thoughts are private but at the same time I want to scream it from a roof top and just get everything off my chest. I'm not a confrontational person, so for me to put my life on blast is hard. I guess you would say I'm some what conservative with the events in my life, even though I act nothing like it. I secretly fear what other people would think of me. I carry myself in a way that's carefree and if you know me then you know that I am just that. I need to suck it up and just do what I love. WRITE! But I say that and I'm pretty sure I'm just going to go start a secrete blog and vent my entire life out loud! Maybe.