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The closest feeling to floating is driving, really fast!

To clear my head and do some thinking, I like to drive to no where. Most of the time, I just drive around Dallas. Driving has always been therapeutic for me. I'm not sure why. Driving gives me total alone time. It's just me, my car and the open road. Its brings me peace of mind. I know its a waste of gas, but I only do it when I need to think and clear my head. When my friend Geo was in town we would go driving together and just talk or just sit and drive. I miss his company. And every time I go for a drive, I think of him and how he should be here with me. But he's not so for the past few years I've had to drive in complete isolation. If I'm upset and decide to go for a drive I end up speeding way over the speed limit. So I take a huge risk by driving when upset to clear my head. When I drive, I can just totally think and not feel judged or like someone is watching me. I can totally let my emotions go. I can cry, laugh and just think in silence. I use to write my...

August 1 2010 Sara Chin/Jesse Evangelista Wedding Austin Texas

I am so happy to be home! Don't get my wrong, Sara's wedding was gorgeous and I had a blast, but I also love when I see the Dallas skyline roll into view when I drive back into town. Just reminds me that this is my home and this is where I belong. Sarom & Sara on the way up to the Chapel http://www.chapeldulcinea.org/ Friday night Sarom Ricky and I left Dallas at 11:29pm. We would have gotten into Austin at 245am-ish but we went 10mins passed our exit. I didn't realize how much ground you can cover in 10 mins! So I ended up going to bed at 315am-ish. And then i was unable to get comfortable so I'm sure I tossed and turned for another 30 mins before it was finally off to la la land. Saturday we ad to leave the house at 11a to be at rehearsal. I woke up at 10:45 so i was forced to get ready in 15 mins. the hour drive there, hour rehearsal and sweating my butt off, 30 min drive  to rehearsal lunch location, hour and half lunch, 10 min drive to nail salon, 2 hou...