Writing Away

Almost everyone has experienced it at least once and we each react differently to the breakdown of a relationship. You can help yourself get through it, though, if you take it on in a proactive way:  REALIZE  that whatever is happening is part of the grand plan the Universe has divined for your highest good.  DECIDE  that you will go through the grief, anger, disbelief, and sadness, but ultimately you will recover, to be wiser and having grown. KNOW that love is infinite and you can generate as much as you consume.  BELIEVE  there are no limits to love, and in the future you will love another person and be loved more than you can possibly imagine.  REMEMBER  not to be so caught up with crying over a lost skateboard that you miss the Rolls Royce that's parked right in front of you. I can't tell you where I got this from because I don't remember what book I was reading. I think....I'm going to be okay! I will be...OKAY! :-)

I was so pumped to go the cowboys game yesterday! I have never seen the boys play in person! this season Ive decided to actually go ahead and be a fan of football. put my game face on! cheer on the boys. except they haven't won me over yet! i  have watched plenty of football but have never tried to actually enjoy it. I don't know anything about football. I just know the ball is thrown and grown men push their way through another crowd of grown men to try to get to a line. Uuuuh, really? There was actually a good amount of bears fans! I couldn't believe how much orange i was seeing. especially for Texas. is that normal? i don't know. Anyways, the Cowboy stadium is AMAZING! The atmoshere is exciting, loud and just total craziness! Thousands of football fan EVERYWHERE. I felt a little out of my element. Yes, I was there to cheer on my boys, but my friend that i was with was a bears fan, so i had to cheer on da bears. i just started getting use to cheering on the boys and...

I have always been super pumped about ringing in my birthdays. Gettin' crazy with friends, having an excuse to party for two weeks straight. Well, not so much this year. I'm dreading the age I'm turning. I've passed my early twenties and have now gone on to being in my 'mid' twenties. I'm not the least bit old, but 2....6. 26. two six. twenty six! wow! really?! 26? I honestly dont know if I'll ever feel like an adult. Will it just one day click that I'm an adult. Does it come with age? Will I just wake up one day and feel older? Will I just turn around and then be a responsible mature adult? I ask this question to myself all the time. If anyone has any suggestions or advice, please let me know! I'm willing to listen! (See, thats adult of me!) lol. I'm such a kid at heart I think I've ruined myself for life. Dang it! Oooh well. For the most part, I think I've come a long way! I think.